General Entry
Thursday, July 14, 2005
♥ 8:34 PM
Tonight the powerpoint group met online to discuss some details about the powerpoint that we are doing for the OCIP presentation. Actually it was almost done liao, just needed to iron out some details. The meeting was relatively short.
I got back all my mid year results liao and decided to talk about my feelings. Its a great disappointment for me. I got EOO for Biology, Maths and Chemistry. I pass Gp and got a C6.
I feel very tired and fustrated. I have studied very hard during the June holidays and only gone out for one day. In the end i still get such results. Its so disheartening. Going back to school, have to hear teachers saying that we did not study again and again. Sometimes, i wonder why should i still bother studying.
After some self reflections, i think it was due to a lack of practise. I can honestly said that i have studied hard so i think that the lack of practise contribute to me being nervous and doing badly.
My problems is never ending, my family problems is getting worse day by day. We thought that we could hang on for these few months but it was not to be. After 2 months of peace, we got a new problem. I am really tired, have to study and handle my family, i think i am gonna break down sooner or later. Maybe one day i will just break down and end it all.
To add on to it, my heart is attracted. At a time like this, i really dunno how to handle it. It seems that feelings made known will hurt our friendship. What should i do???
Prelims are coming and at the blink of an eye, i will be sitting at the table doing my A level exams. Its the worst period of my life. I have never felt so unprepared and so without confidence. Will i make it, i have no idea. The future is dark ahead of me.
OCIP Presentation
Saturday, July 09, 2005
♥ 8:51 PM
Today Tina, Wang Wang, Chang Rong and Me went to Tina's house to do the power point for the OCIP presentation. We are surposed to meet at 1pm at Woodlands MRT station, but Wang and CR had something on and was late. I called Tina and told her to meet me at the food court as i had not eaten yet. The food court was very crowded and i ended up waiting for her outside. When she arrive, we went down intending to pack some lunch back to Tina's and saw CR. The 3 of us went up again and wanted to eat at the food court. Then Wang called and we went down to meet her. We decided to takeaway LJS but there was a avaliable table so we sat down to eat there.
After lunch, it was a 5 min walk to Tina's. Tina lived on the 2nd floor and we took the lift. We started doing the presentation with the script as a guide. The whole presentation is full of very nice pictures. During the process of our work, Jerry's secret is out. HaHa. He is gonna get it from us on monday.
Batman Begins
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
♥ 9:12 PM
Today i went to watch Batman begins with Eleanor, Shi Ting, Hui Ling and Shi hui. Hmm notice that i am the only guy. Its ok going with 4 girls, but feel a little odd. Eleanor managed to delete the photos from my phone liao. Congrats to her. After the show, we went to buy presents for ShunYi and Vik. After that it was time to go back.
The show is good i would say. Its about how batman became badman. I particularly like such super heroes as they do not have any unnatural powers. Batman had rigourous training as a Ninja and had many gadgets to play with which make him so powerful. I like a particular quote from the show, theres nothing to fear but fear itself.
Got flammed again by people who just insult without any evidence. I will not be bothered by it and will handle it the way god would want me to do. This is just a trial in my life and it will make me stronger. May GOD bless me.
Appreciation
♥ 12:11 AM
I dunno why, but people just like to flame me and pass some comments when they read my entry on pw without even checking the facts. So this entry is to clear up everything. First of all, i hearby state that all that i have type in this blog is true and not fabricated by me. May GOD be my judge. I would not have that much time to create such stuff anyway, think its fun. I dun think so. To the people who have flame me, i forgive all of you, whoever you are. From what i read, there are fellow christians who are flamming me. My advice is judge and be judged, dun do stupid things because of a person like me.
Finally i wish to thank all my friends who have defended me when i was being flamed as they are the ones who truly know me. First of all to Shi Hui for her aggressive defence, David for his constant support, Jonathan Foo who taught me to handle it in a christian way and many people who have supported me. Through this, i have seen the people who are really my friends...
A big thank you to all once again who have supported me.
Long Live The Revolution
Monday, July 04, 2005
♥ 11:59 PM
Long live the revolution, we reign because we believe in teamwork. Today is a great day for me. The outing i organise without the someone in the CCA is a success. Except for the fact that Ken had food poisoning, Jeff, Li Ren, David and Zi Jun could not make it, all turn up. We went to Marina Bay to eat steamboat. When we left the station, we were hard sell a place which i swear never to go to since the first time i went. We went to Zhen Fa to eat steamboat. The place is great and the food is great too. I recommend it to everyone who wants to eat steamboat. Although it cost $12 per head, its money well spent. We had a great time eating and chatting and watching out for Wes's soup attack. When Wei Xin came, we realise that theres a spy among us and that someone had knew of this outing. But so what if she knew, we are going to take lots of photo anyway and guess what is it for.
After the meal, we went to the arcade to cool down and played Datona USA. I was leading but in the end got second as Qi Wei unexpectedly catch up. After the games, we took loads of photos while waiting for the bus.
I am very happy today that the outing is a success and we enjoyed ourselves very much. When one person dislikes another is bias, but when many support you, its the person with a problem. Long live the revolution....
Here are the photos....
I miss you
Sunday, July 03, 2005
♥ 9:58 PM
I miss you, i really do..............
Everytime my phone beeps, i hope its you.....
Everytime i go online, i hope to see you....
Everytime i am outside, i hope to see you.....
Everytime i look out of my window, i hope you will appear before me.....
Everytime i sleep, i hope to dream of you.....
Everytime i listen to love songs, i hope to be with you......
But, but, but i just dun dare to tell you how i feel.....
You seem so perfect, so great and so fine that i think that i am not worthy of you.
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know, I hope it still shows
If the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say
Initial D
Saturday, July 02, 2005
♥ 10:03 PM
Today i went to watch Initial D with Liang Ying. He had some voucher and thus i dun have to pay for the tickets. We went to get some tibbits and drinks from cold storage first and then proceed to watch the movies. The movie is quite ok i would say, give it 3 stars. The racing scene were very cool but the story line was a bit boring. I nearly fell asleep if not for the racing scene. The story had a sad ending where Jay Chou realise that his girl friend is a whore. Haiz so sad, and i thought they would have a happy ending.
After the movie, we went to time zone to play some games. Guess what we played? If you guess racing, you are right. But sorry, no prize. After Datona USA, we went to play Time Crisis 3 and after another race, we went home.
Shall go home and go online and wait for her.
