Running and hiding
Sunday, September 25, 2005
♥ 10:08 PM
Sometimes i really dunno people. On one hand we all know that avoidance will not solve any problems and it will only accumulate it until you got a whole lot of shit waiting for you. Its always the same, my family got into trouble cause of some people who just refuse to face problems and keep avoiding it. In the end, who suffers, the people around the person who cause the trouble. Now its still the case, the family is clearly in trouble too but no one wants to admit it, face it and solve it. Its always running and running and hiding. How long can one hide men. People always say that maturity comes with age, however i do not agree. I have just seen too many people of age who has the same maturity of a kid. What is the world coming to now. Sometimes, i wonder if my ability to think and and look ahead is good or bad. On one hand, i can see issues clearly and try to help my family, but they just refuse to listen to me and i feel so tired, so restless. Maybe its time to give up, i have tried time and again to help but it proves pointless. I am very tired and i am feeling the toll on me. I have no one to talk to when i am down and stressed. This blog is my only avenue. As soon as i can, i will leave this house of troubles and problems. I will go away to a far place and change my name so as to free myself.
