Love Song
Friday, July 28, 2006
♥ 6:58 PM
Today is I finally finished another set of lyrics. I have been wanting to write a song about relationship problems faced by many people. However it's quite difficult as I have no inspiration after the first song. So I waited and tried and experimented with a few phrases and finally I came up with something. It's a bit like what I have been through too so I really like this and hope that it can be a complete song with music and singing one day.
Wonder when it started
As time goes by
I realize that
I love you
I share in your joy
There for you when you cry
When I confess my love
Your reply saddens me
Don't be too sad
Forget about me
You're nice really
But you're just a friend
We seem to drift apart
I really regret
As I recall your words
I wish all never change
Don't be too sad
Forget about me
You're nice really
But you're just a friend
My Song
Monday, July 24, 2006
♥ 2:27 PM
I attended the song writing workshop on Sunday conducted by Nancy and well decided to give a shot at song writing. I had nothing to do anyway so I might as well learn something new and attend the workshop. And since I had so much time at home to spare with my long mc, I might as well try writing a song. But due to my lack of musical background, only the lyrics are out so far. Actually this song is inspired by the message on Sunday which is about the promises that god made to us and that we are not really assured unless we truly believe and love god with all our heart, mind and soul. Well after some reflection on myself, I realize that god is not really in every part of my life and this song is like my feelings right now and how I really want to have god in all aspects of my life and really change my ways. Although I have changed a lot since accepting Christ, I believe it's still not enough and I need to work real hard at it. Here goes the lyric for the song.
All along I thought I was saved
Till one day someone say
You are not assured
Till you live life the right way
Help me oh lord
To live the right way
Diligent in my faith
A life with you always
Although I might say one thing
But my actions tell otherwise
Oh lord I can't help
However hard I try
Help me oh lord
To live the right way
Diligent in my faith
A life with you always
I find it hard to forgive
I find it hard to forget
I find it hard to accept
Though you wanted me to
Help me oh lord
To live the right way
Diligent in my faith
A life with you always
Help me oh lord
Help me oh lord
Help me oh lord
To live the right way
Diligent in my faith
A life with you always
Boring life
Saturday, July 22, 2006
♥ 10:36 PM
Well life is pretty boring since I had to stay home after the accident. I am not allowed to go out of the house unless it’s for medical appointment so I am basically like a caged up bird. Anyway since I am injured, its not advisable to go out anyway. So my daily routine is wake up, eat, read the papers, read books or other stuff, play computer then watch the daily drama serials. Life may seem good at a glance but actually it really suxx. I feel very useless when I could not even do simple chores by myself. I need to rely on others and live life according to their mood. I use to hate doing that but now I got no choice. Even if I am unhappy with their attitude, I still got to bear with it. What to do now since I need to rely on others. I am like a burden. Everyday someone need to wash my clothes for me, buy dinner for me and stuff like that. I disrupt their routine but do I really want this. Why can’t people understand. Haiz
Med Review
Thursday, July 13, 2006
♥ 6:00 PM
Hmm, went for my appointment at NUH yesterday. Although I tried to call the neuroscience clinic about my earlier appointment at clinic B, I still missed the appointment as the time spent at clinic B was too long due to X-Rays and numerous waiting. So too bad have to go back today at 10am for another appointment with neuro. Anyway the doctor said that the neck is ok so I can finally remove the uncomfortable neck collar. But the fracture at the shoulder joint although minor needs around 6 weeks to heal and have to be followed up with physiotherapy for complete recovery.
Went back to NUH just for a 5 min consultation with the doctor, nothings wrong with my brain, just minor nerve injury. I am given open appointment till next year. Next I headed back to camp to endorsed my mc. The MO was doc Ben so everything was quite smooth. Thereafter I went back home.
My BS group came visiting
Sunday, July 09, 2006
♥ 10:51 PM
Well today is certainly a busy day for me as I have 7 visitors. Firstly How Li came to visit me in the morning. We had a game of Othello and he left after an hour or so. We chatted for a while about camp and stuff. So boring whole life about army mainly. At around 1 pm I guess, Jon, Justin and Samuel came along with lunch and we started eating but a while later, Gabriel and Jacob came along. When we finish eating, Danny came too and we started BS in my room. Well they commented on the neatness and cleanliness of the house and my room and Jacob commented that it was literally dust free. Well quite happy to hear that and the credit of course goes to mum and sis for keeping the house in shape. Well I do housework too when I am not with injury. I enjoy a neat and clean environment. And Jacob was saying that if I have a GF next time who isn’t as neat, it would be a problem. Lolz. After BS, all left except Samuel who stayed on till his parents came to pick him up. We played Othello and listen to music to pass time. Later we went through our year book and Samuel knew many from NY. At around 5:30, he left and left his EZ link card behind too.
Well an update on my condition. Basically my neck is ok but the neck collar is for safety I guess. My right arm only hurts on movement and it feels numb most of the time. I cant really lift it too.
BTW, Gab delievered a gift from Sam See and Candice. Its a notebook for me to document any interesting things during this period. But erm, its gonna be hard since I cant write now with my right hand in a sling and it being numb most of the time. But thanks anyway girls. Sam also loan me 2 cds and tape for my spiritual growth.
Thank GOD for creating friends.
First bike accident
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
♥ 10:20 PM
Finally I am out of the hospital and now at home typing this entry. On Monday, I was involved in a bike accident along BKE. All I could recall was losing control of the bike when it wobbled a lot and was as if trying to throw me off. Then the next moment, I was rolling on the floor and felt pain all over my body. Initially I was very afraid cause I did not have any feelings in my leg. So I just waited on the road for sometime before the ambulance came and brought me to NUH. In the ambulance, I had a drip due to my low BP and a collar cause my neck was hurting. When I reached NUH, I waited for a long time before I was sent for an X-Ray and warded. Initial scans suspects a fracture near the elbow but later the doctor realize that its not. However, on tue morning, I started vomiting so much which worries the doctor. Thus, I was sent for a brain scan, but nothings wrong with my head and I was alright by dinner time. On wed morning, the physiotherapist came and my arm was put into a sling. Initially I needed crutches to walk cause my right leg could not support any weight but later I tried to walk without crutches and I realize I could do it by limping a bit. At around 5 I was discharged. Now my right arm is in sling and my neck needs a collar for support and I am given 2 weeks MC with a review on the 12th. Right now I am typing with one hand only.
During my hospital stay many came to visit me and I want to thank all my commanders for their concern and especially PS Peter for bringing me my bible and my stuff. I want to thank Jacob who drop by twice and seeing me through my vomiting times, Albert, uncle Jit Meng and aunty Debra and aunty Elisabeth for coming to see me. Lastly to all Sfers who plan to come to visit me but did not have the chance. Thank you to all the doctors and nurses who have taken care of me too.
Just My Luck
Saturday, July 01, 2006
♥ 9:36 PM
Got to booked out on Friday this week cause of the SAF day. On Friday, after the Armour Road Relay and the parade, we booked out, and I had lunch with Benjamin before heading home. We had 3 days of off due to the good results achieved by the ARR runners. Elle could not make it today so we arranged to go out the next day for movie. After dinner that night, I made my first bet on the world cup and lost $5 cause of Germany scoring during the 80th min. If Argentina had won by one goal, I would have won $30 over. After making the bet, we went to get a cake for mum’s birthday. On sat afternoon, I met Elle at one at PS. We had lunch at cartel and later caught Just My Luck. It’s a nice show and I enjoyed it. We saw the preview of the lake side which we both agree looks nice and worth watching. After the movie, we went home cause elle had to go to church. Booking in on Sunday morning at 07:45 at kallang stadium.
