Ven and Viv came over for lunch today. Well its good to see them again after they left the company and they are doing fine having a break and all. Well, work is fine just that sometimes it sucks to be not doing well especially if one just get a raise and there is no sales on board and there are not many temp orders around too. But I am doing my best and giving my best shot at it.
I have decided to go for the bible study leaders boot camp after much consideration. Well initially I did not want to go since sales is so bad for the month of May but then again this is the first time SF is going to have this training for BS leaders and it is a good experience for a lifetime and there is really going to be a great speaker. Well I can just go for this and then pray hard and at the same time work hard for my sales.
At times I really dunno what I want or what my feelings are like. Rationally I know that it cannot happen and that I should give it up but seeing you really lift up my spirits………….